Reconcile- Fifth Grain Falls

I feel better about how I feel about something. Although, I still feel a bit uneasy about it I feel that I can cope with it better than I would've before. I still wonder about it from time to time and I still feel a little uneasy about what to do next but I know it's going to be okay.

Even if I want to run away or get lost in my own imagination about the situation I know that I can't keep it inside forever. So when I told someone about the problem I was having with this emotion, I felt like everything was going to be okay and that I shouldn't give up just yet on how I feel.

What I feel isn't bad like suicide or anything so don't worry. It's more of a happy feeling that I don't have much experience in. So of course it scares me to even think of the outcome but in the back of my mind what I feel isn't bad. It's only bad when it's used for wrong reasons although I know that what I feel is true. 

So I'm learning to reconcile with what I feel about this emotion. It'll take time to let this feeling go out to who I want to receive it but I think it'll be worth it in the end.