Start of a New Beginning- Sixth Grain Falls

Today's blog is relatively short because it is the day where the school will let out the students for our school's Spring Break. I don't know what I''l be able to do over the break but I know that each day will be a surprise adventure for me.

I kind of dread that the grades will be given out I know that I have to work harder next time around. Everything is going by fast now so it'll be harder to keep up with the homework and such but that's apart of the high school experience.

It's just that now more than ever I will have to work even harder to maintain my GPA and my grades have to stay up or else I'll be in big trouble with my parents.

Reconcile- Fifth Grain Falls

I feel better about how I feel about something. Although, I still feel a bit uneasy about it I feel that I can cope with it better than I would've before. I still wonder about it from time to time and I still feel a little uneasy about what to do next but I know it's going to be okay.

Even if I want to run away or get lost in my own imagination about the situation I know that I can't keep it inside forever. So when I told someone about the problem I was having with this emotion, I felt like everything was going to be okay and that I shouldn't give up just yet on how I feel.

What I feel isn't bad like suicide or anything so don't worry. It's more of a happy feeling that I don't have much experience in. So of course it scares me to even think of the outcome but in the back of my mind what I feel isn't bad. It's only bad when it's used for wrong reasons although I know that what I feel is true. 

So I'm learning to reconcile with what I feel about this emotion. It'll take time to let this feeling go out to who I want to receive it but I think it'll be worth it in the end.

Out of Touch- Fourth Grain Falls

 

Have you ever felt out of touch with friends and family?

I do, although I try to remain in contact with them the other person doesn't want to talk to me over e-mail. It kind of makes me feel sad when I try to engage a conversation and the other person doesn't want to talk with me. But, I feel like it's my fault, I rarely even talked to the other person so you can say that I fell out of touch with them. It may as well be karma getting back at me, although when I see the person they are so happy to see me and ask me questions about how I have been and such.
  
It makes me happy to see them well and glad that they are happy to see me as well, but I always think in the back of my mind why they don't talk to me online. It makes more sense since I can't see them all the time like I want to but why won't they talk to me that way? I can't help but wonder about it.

Oh well, maybe the next time I see the person I can ask them that. That is, if they can let me get in a few words and if my family doesn't butt in and waste the time I get to see them. Who knows maybe we can start to talk again online. 

People are never really out of touch they are just waiting for the perfect time to say "Hello again."
 

Love- Third Grain Falls

     Love is as complicated as a jumbled up Rubix cube, it can seem like you found a way to unscramble it but you handle it wrong and everything is messed up and you are so frustrated and want to quit. But with a Rubix cube it takes patience and trial and error to solve the puzzle, it's the same with Love it take patience and perseverance to make Love work.

     At times, I feel that love is a great thing it gives you: someone to talk to when your upset, you have someone by your side, someone who you can open up to, someone to laugh with, and someone who loves you back. It can be a wonderful thing to feel when you have someone you can love but nowadays I feel that people are abusing that kind of thing. People cheating on one another, fighting over little things, abusing one another, trying to be the dominant one in the relationship, lying, the list goes on and on. Situations like this can often make the experience of falling in love seem complicated and not worth the stress and heartbreak. 

     But I never give up hope that I can experience the good kind of love although I know that it may seem hard and impossible to achieve that wish with the different opinions and beliefs that two people share. Everything that is a conflict will have a half way point,  there will be a compromise so everything will become easier to cope with. 

   Love is invisible but I believe that who two people are together it shows more than the stars on a moonless night.

                 

Silent Air

Make the time stop so softly

everything is silent 

Time is still

Love is in the air

it makes everything seem so slow 

it makes my heart glow

As long as your beside me

Everything will be okay

Until time resumes and you leave me

By: Andrea Harper

Life - Second Grain Falls

     Good morning to whoever will read this mixed-up-stew of thoughts of certain things that I find either good or bad. Or just miscellaneous things about myself that seem to get me rather irritated or make me feel tranquil. 

   Let's Get Started.

    My life has been like any other persons (maybe give or take a few life experiences) so at times there are certain situations that I can help the other person feel better. But sometimes I lack certain experience in other things and it just frustrates me to say things I don't have a really good handle on. But, none the same the same people ask me for advice and I try my best to use empathy and give them my point of view on certain scenarios. Although it's not the best answer I can give I feel that its that best I can do for someone who depends on what I think about life questions. 

     

    Nothing is ever perfect so we shouldn't work hard enough to where we feel frustrated or even sad that the life we live is something to be ashamed of. I'm not saying that we should give up or work less, I'm just saying that maybe just taking a break and not having so much stress in one's life we can live each day to the fullest and feel happy about the choices we make. Even if the day wasn't that great, jut look for the small things that make you happy like: a friend, your favorite dinner being made, your make-up, Facebook, Twitter, a song, your favorite movie, boyfriend, girlfriend, or even your favorite pet. 

    Life is complicated but it's not impossible. 
   

   

Introducing My HourGlass Chronicles- The First Grain Falls

       There are many seconds that go by and each of them seem worthless and unimportant but to those who know what life means to them, each second that passes is something that we won't get back. There are many occurrences in one's life that we hold dear: love, sadness, happiness, and even loneliness. My HourGlass Chronicles will record all the happening of my life some will come from past events, current days, and future wishes. Read my blog to know what I feel about certain things and how my life is so far.